Monday, November 12

after many days, i'm finally here to blog again. however this time with a rather emo mood. i've actually thought i've forgotten about her, not getting sad or what when i was talking to xue abt her just now. but just mins ago saw her online, to find tt i have nv actually taken her away from my mind.

seriously, i'm now feeling very mixed up and complicated. i donno what i'm doing at all. to think i have thought i would not feel anything even if someone mention her name in my presence, but i'm alr trying to avoid this topic and at times even before someone brings up how i'm going on with her, i would just change the topic. telling da sao about this now, thinking would it be bcos there is now no more twin to keep me away from emo-ing. returned back one last day and seeing twin one last time sitting there. she's again exceptionally nice today. lol! though she's just my eye candy, nv fails to brighten up my day.

alright. back date a little.

1) FRIDAY (9 November)
Was the last day of work for all of us. Rather an emo day to think tt TWIN WAS NOT THERE! she's on leave. =( i've alr get to the place as early as i can to catch the last glimpse of her when i'm sitting at the lobby. but saded, she didnt come. followed on was just the normal working day other than treating them donuts and giving out presents to ivy, fiona, jacee, veron, sophia for taking care of us during the 11 wks. after giving out presents, was rather emo in my own seat plus da sao was out busy with her stuff so i'm left alone in the room. got a little emo and teared abit but was back to normal again. lol!

Off work at 730pm, ivy and fiona managed to help me pack and clear everything as fast as they can and get me and da sao out of the company. lol! but since it was the last day, managed to take some pictures with them.

Rush for driving lesson which is at 8pm, went home for just 1-2 mins taking out my stuff and off i go to attend lessons. after driving went back home again for dinner ard 15mins and rush out to K-box to meet xue, ah ma and char. lol. it's like in and out of the hse within mins. sang some weird songs and they were playing with the camera. end the whole thing at 230am, send char off to a cab first, before accompanying ah ma back to her hse, took a cab with xue to her hse before i go home. by the time i reached home, bathe and slp, was 4am alr. lol!

2)Saturday (10 November)
wake at 750am, rush for another driving lesson again. and seriously speaking, my eyes were too tired to be opened and was like a little stone driving, but did try to keep myself awake. accompanied my parents for breakfast till 1030am. reached home, change out and rush off together with my dad to go Cine. lucky thing tt my dad was going town with my brother to do some stuff. lol. first ever time tt i went in k-box alone and when i received calls tt 'aunty and kupoh' are coming in, i will just like sing alone there as though i'm so stupid or what. lol! end ard 2pm and went pool together before uncle daniel joined us. i didnt play though, too lousy and tired to play. left in awhile and sit at long john silver for a chat till it was time for aunty to work. slpt throughout the whole journey back home but was out for dinner after tt. for the entire day have been keeping myself very awake till i cant take it ard 9plus. lol! and slpt.

no more updates. cos it's like getting monotonous for my life. yup. monday blues and not getting used to sch life. it's like soon icas are coming and i'm not even prepared to do any tutorials or attend any lessons. shall try to tune back to life now.

misses twin, da sao and my colleagues.

=)

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11/12/2007 10:02:00 PM|
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