Friday, November 9
alright. think tmr will cry. i'm not either. cos on Wednesday it's alr a little saddening. within 7 hrs is gonna be the last 8.30 - 6.15pm working time. and the last time i'll be sitting in the lobby waiting for da sao arrival. while sitting looking at twin busy with her things. after which go up into the room with da sao and have a 10 mins chat before we start work(provided i'm not emo-ing since morning). eat while working and drawing, laughing, singing at times. lol! though it was suffering for us in the first few wks, it's now a habit alr.
got presents for them in Raffles City and Suntec. this time really spent enough, after SAT! i'm gonna keep my wallet close till the nx thing happen. i need to save for the future. =x as in when i really need to spend. also to spend IN CASE IN FUTURE. not the normal kind of spending i mean. savings savings savings. always nagging and telling myself how much i need to save. but i think i always dont control my own pocket and spend alot in one day in the end.
all i can say one mth pay is finally gone for good. but sch's starting soon. means i dont have to live on my own pay. =) and there will not be anyone other than me and my maid being home. my siblings and parents are going to fly off to Shanghai. and means it's freedom for me.!! =) and in less than 2 wks time!! omg. now then i realise. gonna have my second driving test. this time i wont think of the failing side cos i want to pass. and the S curve is getting better. want to get the hang of it soon. real soon. my blind spot blind spot!
no more cranking and get to bed. cos like soon i'm gonna see twin for the last time. for the first time, da sao say she's gonna come early and accompany me seeing her for the last time at the lobby. hope it will seriously not be a emo one for me.
all good things will all finally come to an end. now do i agree and realise it.
=)
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11/09/2007 01:12:00 AM|
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