Tuesday, October 30
the same thing in the morning. all the traffic jams and accidents. =x i think i have disturbed da sao the whole afternoon abt twin. lol. till i've let michelle know about it.
wks ago was saying that i'm somehow starving myself. this wk i've like gorging myself instead? probably due to stress and sometimes getting emo, would start to eat some chocolates and snacks. and da sao is like also feeding me and herself. i open something she'll come to my desk to also pinch some food. and it's like blaming on me? so it's been snacking the whole afternoon away other than in the morning was too stress and occupied in front of the computer.
haha. this two days taught da sao and michelle how to use ferrero's chocolate wrapper to fold the rose? and da sao tore one of the wrapper today. scolded and laughed, in the end no chocolates for me. lol! the whiteboard in the room is filled with drawings. mostly from da sao to me. luckily no one understood who is being drawn on the board. shld take a pic of it someday. lol.
i want to stock up ferrero like tmr so i can do more of the rose and of cos to eat it. at least it does helps to cheer me up better than the other one that da sao have decided to throw it in the plastic bag that's filled with food, since she is seeing me sighing away as always when i turn to look at it. lol!
adding on, told da sao that in future when i'm emo, she'll know where to find me. cos it's been like whenever i'm emo or sad, seeing twin would nv fail to cheer me up for awhile before the stress gathers back again and i'll make noise to want to just take a walk pass the corridor, have a look and get back to work. (very sadist?) lol. so when i'm emo, da sao will know to take 25, 76?, and 159 or other bus back to the company and look for me there. as in after the end of attachment still. but what's funny was the part when da sao mentioned and acted out what i'll do when we have alr left and go back for a visit at the company. lol. she said that the first thing would be to greet Ann who is the receptionist. but for me in the case, i'll go straight to the security side(which is right behind the receptionist) instead of the reception and request for 2 visitors' pass immediately. LOL!
thinking back what we've talked abt and the things i've requested through sa jiao. it's damn funny. though it's fun, definitely not really that looking forward to work tmr. work is really stacking up. i don't even dare to see who is entering the room now. all i know if i do see someone beside the wall nx to me, it will mean more work for me.
shld slp early for a new day tmr. hope the brain will be working at broadband speed without being dced instead of working with a brain working as though i'm still on the telephone line speed. it's really bad in the afternoon thinking hard what i want to do nx when it's somehow alr the routine right after for the procedure. and mostly, they're scared that they'll overwork me. lol!
early night tonight. or probably not. have got my book. (even my brother is surprised i borrowed it) lol.
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Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10/30/2007 10:46:00 PM|
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