Tuesday, October 16
"DON'T REMIND OR ASK ME ABOUT HER"
is what all can do for me ya?
now da sao is considered the person whom knows everything abt me. what's going on with me and what i'm thinking as if i'm just a glass in front of her. in need of a LIFE!! for i'm always confused in reality and dream. too much dreaming at night leads on to this.
however, hope ytd night would be the last dream of her. da sao mentioned the problem is tt i nv hope tt i'll dream of her and tts why i always dream. but i shan't go and try to think of her too. as in not purposely. would like to thank da sao today. thinking back for today. it's actually not tt bad with her in the same company. i suppose today i almost drove da sao crazy too. what i was doing was just for fun actually. but somehow she took it seriously and keep everything away from me. =(
First time the twin doesn't have any effect on me. as in no matter how sad or depress i am, seeing her would make me smile somehow in the past. but not today. i am too lazy to even turn my head, and when i look at her, the level of sadness remains or increases.
i'm really getting too dreamy. just shut my eyes i'll dream. finding it really scary. didnt slp well last night. have got puffy eyes today. and to think da sao insist that i've cried. guess i'm feeling better now? da sao. the thing works. as in those things u've keep away from me. u shld return me tmr since it works quite well? just prepare plaster for me? =x
off to my own world of starvation for no reason. not feeling a wee bit hungry since the breakfast i have at 7am today. no appetitte no nthg. just don't force me to eat.
=)
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10/16/2007 09:18:00 PM|
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