Sunday, July 8
the weather is getting worse. and so are the mood of people ever-changing. eg, getting pissed off. short tempered and angry. its not good at all.
it's very stressful and headache to travel in a car from yck to hougang having to hear someone just scolding u at the top of the voice as if she's scared other cars or people cant see from the outside. critisizing from how i dress, to how i do my hair, to my friends and to the family. the initial scoldings was alright so didnt want to rebut and just hear the noise going through. after which when it comes to my friends, i've just got to say something.
the first thing i said was "don't put any of the things u think and say it out as though u know". as things got worse, i just pulled out my ipod and listen to the songs. it really cooled me down a lot and prevent me from anymore shouting back at her.
i've alr admit tt i'm a loner at home. doing things myself and the last one to be remembered by them. the only communication for them to get my attention is probably scolding me. tried to communicate with them but they just dont bother. so finally find it redundant to actually talk to them slowly. closer with my siblings. but its always me standing up for them and not the other way round.
CRAP! i shall stop this before getting myself emo or sad.
use the right method
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{7/08/2007 11:45:00 PM|
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