looking at the speed of download, i'm going crazy.
it's practically nthg but "FAST"!

let me get childish, the only way i can get happy about.

temptation to drink and drunk..
wanting to do that days ago, but i've got to be sober.
for all the tutorials and reports.

mental status:
before 12am, tired and slpy till i want to forget about doing tutorials
after 12am, hyperactive mind which means insomnia is acting up
now, really active

got to wake at 6am. active now, i'm definitely happy about it.

it's difficult to get insomnia.
let's fail it.

mixed up emotions