Troubled..
Thursday, August 17
So pissed off.. All those reasoning.. ........
Obviously i could not be downstairs the whole of last wk cos i was studying for exams.. Say tt she didnt see my face downstairs during saturday.. ARUGH.. Cant stand it.. Tts the reason why i don like private houses.. This problem sure will come out 1.. So ppl.. Don xian mu ppl who stay private.. Cos to me its BAD!!! causing troubles...
What friends are more impt.. I don treat them as impt compared to my family now.. to my previous thinking tt friends are more impt.. Though all are equally impt now..
Thought aft my exam i would be freed.. Now is even more cooped up at home.. Got to wait for my brother's exam to be over.. Argh.. Then what for i look forward to the holidays..
These few days attitude really very bad.. And the understanding between me and my parents worse.. They always take for the worse when i say things.. I also don bother to explain to them clearer to let them know what i really mean.. Cos i only find tt it will make things worse for me.. So i would usually turn to do other things or ignore it..
So the decision is.. I am not going out tmr.. TO BE A GOOD SISTER and DAUGHTER.. ok?!!
Sian.. Lucky tt i got an older brother.. He can take care of things sometimes for me.. Being the oldest is no good... And when holiday comes is worse.. Everything goes wrong in the house will be ur fault.. Too bad tt i don like responsibility sometimes.. Doesn't make a good person without responsibility.. Don't face up to problems.. WORST!!!
Sometimes i just don understand why i can be so bad tempered to my parents or siblings..
Sigh~
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{8/17/2006 11:35:00 PM|
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