Monday, May 8
Too many, i have changed.. And i wont denied. I really have changed.. For the worse.. WORST extent..
I donno why.. After this break from the semesterm, found tt i was truly a changed person.. Many ppl asked me why.. I replied i donno.
Why dont someone tell me the answer? Cos i cant find it myself either. How??
Finding me to talk now on the phone is lesser and lesser. No more long hours on the phone i found out.. Tried to avoid alot of things.
Maybe some things are jus getting heavier for me to do it.. And when the same problems jus come endlessly, i will choose to run away from it..
I'm not happy tt every1 see on me. Drifted away from alot of friends.
Sometimes when things are really jus too many, i will just keep it to myself.. I dont want to say it out.. So i choose the avoiding path.
There were no such problems previously. But everything jus surface as i step into another world. A new world totally different previously.
The more i think.. the more troubled.. I know how to advise others not to think too much.
But what abt myself?
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{5/08/2006 11:48:00 PM|
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